For You I Will Be an Island

For You I Will Be An Island was written while in quarantine, when the greatest act of love that one person could show to another was to keep a healthy distance. This strange phenomenon stood in stark contrast to the tangible way I normally prefer to show love: with hugs, kisses, and closeness. Quarantine felt to me very similar to other rare times when distance means love, like when a relationship seems to have run its course, or when love isn’t returned in kind. When all that’s left to do is to keep a flame and wish them well from afar: “find me where love collides with letting go.” In the piece you’ll hear waves humming all the words left unsaid, the voices dividing with the widest intervals possible before coming back together for clusters, and long phrases that stretch for miles. It is my hope that For You I Will Be An Island can evoke the strange beauty in loneliness, in whatever form it shows up for you.

Voicing:

SATB

 

Duration:

5 minutes

 

Commissioner:

Commissioned by Cantorum Chamber Choir under the direction of Steve Durtschi

Text:

For you I will be an island

A solo shelter

For you I will be an island

Miles away


For you I will be surrounded

With only water

For you I will be surrounded

By blue and gray


And when the coast is clear

Come let me know

Find me where love collides 

With letting go


For you I will be uncharted

Except by starlight

For you I will be uncharted 

Come what may


And when the coast is clear

Come let me know

Find me where love collides 

With letting go


Now we divide to conquer

Only the waves for comfort

For you I will be an island

A solo shelter


For you, I will be an island

Miles away

Miles away