For You I Will Be An Island was written while in quarantine, when the greatest act of love that one person could show to another was to keep a healthy distance. This strange phenomenon stood in stark contrast to the tangible way I normally prefer to show love: with hugs, kisses, and closeness. Quarantine felt to me very similar to other rare times when distance means love, like when a relationship seems to have run its course, or when love isn’t returned in kind. When all that’s left to do is to keep a flame and wish them well from afar: “find me where love collides with letting go.” In the piece you’ll hear waves humming all the words left unsaid, the voices dividing with the widest intervals possible before coming back together for clusters, and long phrases that stretch for miles. It is my hope that For You I Will Be An Island can evoke the strange beauty in loneliness, in whatever form it shows up for you.
Voicing:
SATB
Duration:
5 minutes
Commissioner:
Commissioned by Cantorum Chamber Choir under the direction of Steve Durtschi
Text:
For you I will be an island
A solo shelter
For you I will be an island
Miles away
For you I will be surrounded
With only water
For you I will be surrounded
By blue and gray
And when the coast is clear
Come let me know
Find me where love collides
With letting go
For you I will be uncharted
Except by starlight
For you I will be uncharted
Come what may
And when the coast is clear
Come let me know
Find me where love collides
With letting go
Now we divide to conquer
Only the waves for comfort
For you I will be an island
A solo shelter
For you, I will be an island
Miles away
Miles away